Vent

So this is my first vent on here (I think)... I've noticed this is gettin some traffic (yay) but this is more for me.

So its almost 4am and I'm still stuck on the fact that I probabily won't have gifts for family this year and when I woke up I woke up to hubby dearest collecting, yet again, more porn. (Yes, I'm in porn so why should I care?) But its the fact I was in the other room when he was doing so. This is the only sore point we have but its so bad for me that its stuck with me all day. I know, let it go, I wish it was that simple. I don't really like what I see in the mirror (even tho yall do, which I appreciate) and its even harder to like it when hes sittin there drooling over some skinny girl. I used to be that skinny girl, then he knocked me up.

Hate to burden everyone with that. I'll post my before and after pics so yall can see. Ok, so I can't find any right now.....

On a positive note I will be on cam Wednesday night (yay) so come see me

Sherri